May 11, 2011 08:51
So I am still waiting to hear back from Berkeley Rep, I have to admit it is a day by day thing. Some days I am great and feeling good, other days I am pretty sure I am a failure. I am so jealous of my friends right now. They are all having adventures and I am just waiting. I am stuck at home, stuck in this city (which yes I love but still), stuck in my life. I found out a girl I went to HS with is the head pastry chef at a really hip restaurant, and I am doing a whole lot of nothing...sometimes I remind myself that I am doing alot with my performing but it doesn't always work.
I just feel kinda stuck and like I am being left behind and I am just not sure what to do. Maybe I should start looking for a job just in case but I donno...I need a vacation. I need to get out of the house. I need something.