GROAN
Last night I was at a photo shoot until rather late with my wife. I have to get up at 4:50 in the AM to get to work. But I am tarting to think i could just get up at 5:00. The issue? I am SO scared I am going to be late that my body lurches up like every twenty minutes. It is not very fun. I feel like shit and I can;t go home after this shift and nape because I have to go and finish painted the bathroom at the new space and putting the furniture together. The evening shift tonight.
The photoshoot was amazing. I had the best time working with Avi. She is so awesome to work with and I hope to build my book more.
I am starting to realize how much my body is my tool these days. How much I have to take care of myself if I want to keep doing this hard core. I can't keep letting myself go between shows. It is hard but I need to try. I am not going to go nuts and cut out everything but I mean taking more time for myself. Start Jogging with the boy, make the time to get my nails done (I recently cut my toe clipping my nails and remembered why I leave it to pros). It is weird thinking of myself as a comodity but I have to if I want to take this seriously. I can't let myself go to hell and the rebuild everytime. In October I expierenced what ti was like to have a TON of shows and how physically demanding it can be. I need to remember that. I need to take the time to keep myself together, because it does save me time in the long run.
Sigh...Life keeps going.
The photoshoot was amazing. I had the best time working with Avi. She is so awesome to work with and I hope to build my book more.
I am starting to realize how much my body is my tool these days. How much I have to take care of myself if I want to keep doing this hard core. I can't keep letting myself go between shows. It is hard but I need to try. I am not going to go nuts and cut out everything but I mean taking more time for myself. Start Jogging with the boy, make the time to get my nails done (I recently cut my toe clipping my nails and remembered why I leave it to pros). It is weird thinking of myself as a comodity but I have to if I want to take this seriously. I can't let myself go to hell and the rebuild everytime. In October I expierenced what ti was like to have a TON of shows and how physically demanding it can be. I need to remember that. I need to take the time to keep myself together, because it does save me time in the long run.
Sigh...Life keeps going.