Scared....

Nov 30, 2008 12:45

I am writing this while crying…not because I am in plain but because of many other things.  Yes my Ankle hurts and is either sprained or fractured my ankle and/or foot.  I will not be going to the Dr like I thought today because it is Sunday and we would have to go to the emergency room and I would have to sit around for a while.  Also, to be honest, I can’t walk down the stairs and my dad can’t carry me.  There is something about that that makes me so sad…it is complicated, first off, as much as I joke “I am a princess, Daddy told me” and all those things, I really don’t like to be waited on and I don’t really believe I am a princess (Most of you know I have pretty low self-esteem).  That is part of the reason I didn’t let anyone carry me to my car last night.  So while I am starving I can’t ask my parent for food and I can’t cook it for myself because I can’t stand so I am just going to sit here for a while and try and figure things out while I watch trash TV.

I am worried how this will affect the Children’s Hour and all of my other events and activities but I am scared…really scared.

worry, performing, life

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