my this is a long one

Aug 30, 2008 18:02

I had the best night of my life last night but before I get in to those details I should fill you all in on my life so far.

I started school at USF.  My first day was Thursday and I had Acting II and Dance.  The day was hideously hot and I have to walk a mile and a quarter each way to school (2.5 miles a day WOOT!!) and then climb the “Spanish Steps” of the Lone Mountain part of campus.  But I got everyone in Acting to laugh after arriving but just flat out saying “I am Shvitzing like a whore in church here!”   For some reason everyone like when I speak Yiddish.  Cool.  Anyway so I have homework already.  I have to write a 3-minute monologue about me.  What am I supposed to say?  I mean, the thing is, they are so many parts of me and they never have felt like a complete person.  I guess that could be part of it.  I might post it here so if you want to read it keeps looking.  I am going to make an appointment at the writing center to see if I can get a person to permanently be my proofreader.  We will see how that goes.  I spoke with my teacher that I am dyslexic and stuff like that and he seemed understanding.

After class I grabbed a burrito and beer with a guy from class and it was actually really fun.  I had this Mediterranean burrito with falafel and it was really tasty.  It was nice getting to know people and I found myself smiling a lot.

Dance was fun despite the heat, my teacher is a little hippy but it is cool.  I fell over once because we were doing yoga stuff but I just tried to smile and accept it.  I will see how that class goes.  I explain the dyslexic thing to her too.

After class I was supposed to go to the movies with Teddy Bear but some stuff came up so her came over instead and we had a lot of fun.  I love having teddy come over.

Friday I had my last meeting with Dr. E.  It was AKWARD.  Nothing else to say.  I took the bus to school and we will see how that works when I am trying to go from class to the Marina to class again.  I went to bio and OMG, my Teacher ATE A FREAKING COCKROACK IN FROM OF US!!!!!  ACTUALLY ATE IT LIKE *HOMNOMNOMNOMNOM*.  EWWW.  Other then that the class is actually going to be rather interesting I feel.  He knows A LOT.  I think he had a stroke; he is in a wheel chair and talks kind of funny.  Oh well, good teacher anyway.  I then went and met up with Jessie, my friend from high school and we had a ball.  First we had pizza and chocolate on Haight Street and then had a shopping spree.  I got the cutes sleep mask that says “I can’t sleep with out my Teddy” so now I get to think of my Ted before I go to bed every night, Some special stuff for Rocky (SECRET!) and some cute short/Capri’s/bloomers.  We then came back to my house and read comic nooks for a little bit before we met Teddy Bear for Sushi and a Movie.  Teddy made me love him just a little bit more by hugging me and then saying: “Aw, your head is the perfect height for my chin!”  It was super cute.  We then went to the sing-a-long version of Mama Mia! at the Westfield Mall.  It was super fun and we were like 3 of 11 people there so we sang to our hearts content.  But the musical part of it made me nervous about today.  We then went to Mel’s for Milkshakes and Bacon (OK so that way me, BAD JEW!!) and curly fries and I got to meet Jessie’s Boyfriend who is coming to the show tonight.  He then drove Teddy and I home and I went to bed.

This morning I got up and got a wax and then my Momma and I did my hair in pin curls.  The Munchkin is here with us while “mama and Baba” as he calls them are at a wedding.

My heart is in my stomach, which has a case of indigestion, and my other organs are doing lots of STUFF! I am so SCARED right now!!!!!!!!!!  I almost feel worse that people are so supportive because now I feel like if I fail I am letting them all down.  No I am not saying tell me I suck or something like that…I donno.  I just keep feeling like I am late for something and it is only 6 PM.  I might go sit under the dryer for a while to make sure my hair is perfect for tonight.  I will take the curls out at the theater.  I am leaving around 10 or so, and want to have MOST if not all of my makeup done by the time I get there.  Ashley is being a sweetie and helping me with my outfit.  DEAR GOD I THINK I AM GOING TO BARF…

I will up date you all later and we can then return to our regularly scheduled freak-outs.

school, rocky, schedual, the munchkin, ted, weekend

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