misery thy name is Bunny

[wolfe_girl87]

I am in seattle in a house with a crazy 2 year old who is loud loud loud sleeping on an airmatress with a leak and dealing with my sister who hates me.  Today she had me in tears and was so mean even my MOM told me she thought she was being creul, and my mom never says anything bad.  My dad is TRYING to help but his attempts just make me feel worse because he keeps asking me why i let people who are obviously just being obnoxious affect me so much.  To me he is saying stop feeling this way so I threw a little bit of a hissy fit and told him EXACTLY what Dr. E keeps saying and that is it is OK to feel how I feel.  I know my Dad is trying to help but it doesn't.   She screams at me and just says stuff that cuts so deeply because I WANT to have  fucking relationship with her.  I really do.  She is not some random asshole she is my SISTER!!!!!!!!!  My mom is ready to tell her off too.  She only wants a relationship with my father so I am ready to give up and let her have him.  She only deals with the rest of us because she has too.  It sucks....

I did get some cute dresses to make me feel better, can;t wait to show them off, and I saw Immortal Beloved again and that puts me in a good mood...Gary Oldman is hot.  Note to self get Moolight Sonata on iTunes....