Rant
This has been on of the most crap tactical mornings ever!!! Thanks to a combo of MUNI and my job I am in a rather foul mood and basically I am just waiting to go home so I can get my stuff from Walgreens and then pick up my Grandma.
I got to the bus stop today at 8:45 wish normally means I am at work around 9:15 ish. Well, today I got there at 10:00 AM after moving around from bus to bus and almost screaming my lungs out. I finally got to the office hoping to just get down to work and finish something from yesterday when I have 60 different projects thrown at me at once. Many of which I didn’t and still don’t want nor are they in my non existent job description. Here is the thing about my job. For me, either I have NOTHING to do at all or I have so much my brain is about to throw up. Part of that is my Boss is kind of an idiot when it come to some things and he doesn’t realize HOW MUCH WORK one “kind gesture” creates for the rest of us. And I REALLY don’t understand why we do some things. For example, our gala is coming up and we sent out invites. BEFORE we sent the invited we sent a letter they people could USE as an invite and so then we have to send these people and invite again and all this shit that I am like, WHY ARE WE DOING THIS?!?!?!? IT IS A WAIST OF TIME AND MONEY. Why not just send out all the invites and then forget about the whole thing. But whatever. The Major thing that is pissing me off right now is the gift shop. So I technically am the gift shop manager. I didn’t want this job, I didn’t ask or volunteer for it or even knew I had it. My other boss asked me to order some stuff for the gift shop and I did and the next thing I know I am the gift shop manager, which would be fine if I didn’t have 5,000 other tasks to do and the fact that ALLLLLLLL the merchandise is kept at the warehouse in the fucking east bay, and I mean like a good 30+ minute drive or something. Also, since they can’t afford to pay me for every show to work the gift shop I have to rely on other people to pack shit up and they never do it right which mean I have to drive over there and unpack and refold and repack everything. And since we go to 4 different venues I have to pack up different bins for the different venues. Basically the whole thing could be a full time job in itself and is a major pain in the ass. Also Kelli keeps reminding me of it which is sweet but pisses me off at the same time, because of course she is perfect and can do everything and would have this all done already...... There is this general “Amy Can Do It” Attitude in the office right now and I am getting sick of it. I understand that it is a good thing because they obviously think I am capable and all that but it doesn’t mean I enjoy having to do the tasks no one else wants to do. And a lot of it I SHOULDN’T be doing because I don’t have all the information. THEY NEVER GIVE ME ALL THE INFORMATION!!! Ugggg, is it 5 pm yet?
I think I am going to take a walk since I have a headach and maybe get something to make me feel better….gushers or some chips or something…