here it is folks, the postbreakup rant

[wolfdragonqueen]

i hate that for a while you messed up and had both her name and mine in there
and that when you finally fixed it, you simply switched the names

you know
it still hurts that you went running for her
no matter what you say
you did.

top 8s are stupid
and i understand the reasoning behind you moving me
but
it still SUCKS
to know that i'm not your #1 girl anymore

i'm too afraid to start 'dating' again.
there
there it is.
i'm bloody scared.
because in the situation i'm in
if i did
i would hurt a bunch of people
and piss off a lot more
and i just want things to be SIMPLE for a little while
...and i'm terrified of being in more pain and confusion...

i want..............