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I feel so sad and alone, like an emo teenager who thinks the entire world is against her. But mostly it's just work. The only person at my work who understands how I feel right now has it worse off than me - Amelia is way overworked, and no matter how many times she tells people that she's too busy to handle all of her jobs, people keep on yelling at her for making mistakes. God forbid they fix the problem that they themselves created. Just keep yelling at her. That'll change her workload.
She finally sent a snarky email to someone, which cause a huge hullabaloo but finally got what she wanted - some jobs taken off of her hands, effective... sometime soon. But she's still on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and everyone's still pissed at her for not having enough time to do all the jobs they never should have given her in the first place, and she, like I, feels like she's being blackmailed - we won't leave because we can't give up our dream job, and they know it.
Anyway, she's so close to going absolutely off the deep end that I'm giving sympathy to her, not getting it from her. We empathise with each other, but she has no emotional energy to sympathise with me. Keryn is so fed up that she just doesn't care anymore, and seems baffled by the fact that I still do.
Thank God for Benn or I think I'd be entirely lost.
She finally sent a snarky email to someone, which cause a huge hullabaloo but finally got what she wanted - some jobs taken off of her hands, effective... sometime soon. But she's still on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and everyone's still pissed at her for not having enough time to do all the jobs they never should have given her in the first place, and she, like I, feels like she's being blackmailed - we won't leave because we can't give up our dream job, and they know it.
Anyway, she's so close to going absolutely off the deep end that I'm giving sympathy to her, not getting it from her. We empathise with each other, but she has no emotional energy to sympathise with me. Keryn is so fed up that she just doesn't care anymore, and seems baffled by the fact that I still do.
Thank God for Benn or I think I'd be entirely lost.