Aug 04, 2005 18:45
Music - Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
So hi, I know I haven't written in here as an actual journal entry for some time now. Trouble is, my family can, if they want, see what I'm writing if they really want to because I have a shared downstairs computer, so I tend to be very careful about what I write lol.
Music - Gorillaz - 19-2000
So, anyway, as you may now because I keep going on and on about it, I'm getting a laptop later this month, once my GCSE exam results are in. I get the results on August 25th, so hopefully either that week or at the weekend I'll be getting it! Then I can do whatever the fuck I want because I'll have it all password protected and it'll stay in my room, or with me lol. No worries about my stuff being looked at then lol.
Plus when I go to my familys' houses I will have something to do, because normally it's as boring as hell. Oooh and in the car I'll have something to do!
See my car hasn't got a CD player, so I have to copy all of my CD's onto tape or I'e got to listen to the radio.
Music - The Offspring - Gotta Get Away
So yeah, I have to listen to tapes or the radio. I normally listen to XFM in the car, but even that station can get really crappy and boring, and they tend to talk too much on it lol. I hate it when the DJs do nothing but chat! I listen to the radio to hear music not
listen to self-obsessed dickheads.
Ah well, that's life. Get over it Lozzy.
I have been so paranoid about all of my homemade icons. The trouble is I only have this really rubbish program (and it's not Paint before you ask lol) and you have
to do literally everything from scratch. The lighting, bases etc. It's not easy. Hopefully I'm going to be getting Paint Shop Pro 9, or whatever it's called soon, trouble is I
don't exactly have £100 to spend right now. Does anyone know if you can get it
cheaper? If not it doesn't matter, I'll just work a few more long hours.
Music - Marilyn Manson - mOBSCENE
Oh wow, I love this song! I just bought Marilyn Manson's greatest hits. I
looooooooove it.
Anyway, as I was saying about icons. They are pretty much the best I can do with the program I've got, which is in a way disheartening, because they won't
improve until I have another program. It's not that I don't have the skill or the
imagination, I just don't have the equipment or the money. How typically ironic is that lol. It seems to always be the way. But when I have it I will make loads of high quality icons.
The trouble is, I think, is that i'm a perfectionist. So even when people tell me my icons are really good, or whatever, I still feel they're not lol. But ah well, like I said earlier, that's life.
Music - Green Day - American Idiot
I have to go to the park with my brother today! I really do not want to go! No offense to him, because he's a lovely boy, when he wants to be, but I'm not feeling that great, I think I ate something dodgy the other day. I was ill yesterday too, and had to miss out on a trip to Chesington World Of Adventures. I mean, fair enough it's not the greatest theme park in England, Thorpe Park is much better, but I still wanted to go.
Oh my God I so forgot this! In the Hallowe'en Week, Me and my mates are going to Thorpe Park! They do special day to night openings during October, and you dress up and everything. We're all going as pirates! ARGH! lol.
Music - Bif Naked - The Peacock Song
So we're all dressing up as pirates. It's is going to be so funny! I'm quite excited about going. Not that I wouldn't look forward to it anyway, but because we're dressing up and gfoing on the rides when it's dark, it makes it seem even more fun!
Music - Franz Ferdinnand - Take Me Out
Oh wow! I saw the new Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday! It was the best film I've seen in a long time. I love Johnny Depp anyway, he's just gorgeous, but he was brilliant as Willy Wonka. He was so sweet, like a big kid! He became a chocolatier because his Dad was a dentist and wouldn't let him eat sweets when he was a kid! I thought the flash backs to his past were great, because it gave you an insight into this very different style of Willy Wonka!
I'm also very scared of Violet's mother in this film! She looks like a scary, evil Barbie doll, she doesn't blink or move normaly and she's just creepy.
OK I'm so bored, so I'm going to list all my favourite movies :D God knows why, I just feel like it lol. So here goes. Oh by the way, it's not in order of favourites, but The Lion King is my favourite.
Music - Eminem - Ass Like That
-The Lion King
-The Lord of the Rings triology
-Harry Potter saga
-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
-Batman Returns
-War of the Worlds
-8 Mile
-The Silence of the Lambs triology
-Dracula
-Black Beauty
-Shaun of the Dead
-School of Rock
-The Emperor's New Groove
-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
-The Cable Guy
-Bambi
-The Mask
-Shallow Hal
-Dragonheart
-Ace Ventura
Music - Oasis - The Importance of Being Idle
-The Faculty
-White Chicks
-Romeo and Juliet
-Hook
-Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
-The Horse Whisperer
-Madagascar
-Fantastic 4
-The Scream Triology
-The Mummy and The Mummy Returns
-Miss Congeneality
-The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy
(Can you tell that I'm a huge movie fan yet lol?)
Music - Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams
0Final Destination 1 and 2
-Spivs
-50 First Dates
-The Scary Movie triology
-Billy Madison
-The Amnityville Horror
-Happy Gilmore
-Pirate of the Carribean
-Edward Scissor Hands
-Napolean Dynamite
-Sin City
-Die Hard
-Robin Hood
-Deep Impact
-Bruce Almighty
-The Incredibles
-The Matrix
-A Bug's Life
Music - The Offspring - Why Don't You Get A Job
Oh wow, I really feel sick. But I'm not going to tell my brother James because then he will moan because he'll say I'm just trying to get out of taking him to the park. Well I'm not and I resent it!
Nah nah why don't you get a job! Say no way, say no way! Why don't you get a job! Ahahahahahahahahahaha. I'm sorry, I love this song. I got so annoyed when the DJ slagged The Offsrping off on the radio this morning. I'd liek to see him come up with a good song and sing it! Prick!
Sorry, that was my rant of the week lol. Well it won't be but hey ho. I'm always ranting about soemthing.
Music - Eminem - Just Lose It
No, do you know what does annoy me. When people slag off decent bands and then say, "oh wow I love the crazy frog, he is so cool! Wow he makes such good music!" For fucks sake! He's a fucking frog. It's released an album now! Is it just me, or has the whole world gone utterly insane? And I'm not just talking about the stupe amphibian and his psychotic animated friends, but with everything in general.
Everyone I meet seems to be just, STUPID! I get so frustrated when I see dickheads with their hoods over their caps giving it all that, pretending they're black New Yorkers, when they're skinny white boys from Croydon. Get a life. And no offence to anyone who is a decent chav, because I do know some, but most of them are pathetic. They think they're all it because they've got half a ton of gold hanging around their neck. and hanging from their earlobes.
I am proud to say I have never been part of the Chav community, I'm a grunger and proud of it. But then saying that, I know a lot of goths/grungers etc, who are dickheads, so don't think I'm labelling only chavs as being stupid. Please don't take offence from ti either. As I said, a lot of chavs I know are OK.
"Britney Spears has shoulder's like a man, and I can say that and you laugh 'coz there's a puppet on my hand." I love that line lol.
OOps, I just realised that the music's changed ah well. It looks sad if I listen to the same song twice lol.
Music - The Offspring - The Kids Aren't Alright
Oh wow, this is one of my new favourites. aI like this song.
"When we were young the future was so bright
The whole neighbourhood was so alive
And every kid on the God damn street
Was gonna make it big and not be beat
Now the neighbourhood's cracked and torn
The kids are grown up but the lives are worn
How can one little street
Swallow so many lives?
Chances blown
Nothing's free
Longing for What used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams
Jamie had a chance, well she really did
Instead she dropped out and had a couple of kids
Marco lives at home 'coz he's got no job
He just plays guitar and smokes a lot of pot
Jane commited suicide
Brandon OD'ed and died
What the Hell is going on?
Cruelest dream, reality
Chances blown
Nothing's free
Longing for What used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams (X2)"
Yeah, that song is relevant lol.
Music - The Offspring - Original Prankster
- The Offspring - I Want You Bad
- Afroman - because I Got High
- James Blunt Out Of My Mind
- Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom
- Eminem - Mockingbird
- Steriogram - Walkie Talkie Man
- The Offspring - Want You Bad
- Green Day - Coming Clean
- James Blunt - You're Beautiful
- Bif Naked - Chotee
Right, I will probably be writing more crap later anyway, but for now it is au revoir! I'm going to take my littlest sibling down to the park.
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Music - Eminem - Sing for the Moment
Right, I've just got back from the park with my brother, and it has thoroughly depressed me, being up there. Normally I don't enjoy playing football at the best of times, but today I was playing and kicking some, even if I do say so myself, pretty good shots. You see I was trying to impress this really cute boy. He was on his bike and he had an Iron Maiden black T-Shirt on. He was really cute. I think I know him from my old Primary School, but I'm not sure. I'm terrible at remembering faces lol.
Anyway, I was trying to show off my football skills, and I could see he was watching, but unfortunately he didn't come over, and I wasn't about to go over to him. I'm quite a shy person really. You wouldn't think it from talking to me over the internet probably, or even if I met you and knew I was never going to see you again, but it's different with boyfriends and stuff.
I get incredibly nervous and embarrassed because I'm not confident in myself. To be perfectly honest I think that's why I am a grunger. Because I'm wearing black and dye my hair black and paint my eyes black, it's as if I'm hiding. I'm hiding from the real me. I feel more confident when I'm all dressed up in my gear, more than I do when I'm just at home in my 'chill out trousers# lol.
Music - Green Day - St. Jimmy
Trouble is I feel even more down about it than usual, because I've realised I fancy someone and I could never ever tell them that I do. It would ruin our friendship and I'd rather stay friends than nothing at all. But I'm not going into detail heer in case someoneknows me finds out. Or the actual person that I'm talking about finds out! That would be very very very embarrassing.
I'm eating cherries. Sorry for the randomness. If you know me well enough, you'll get used to my randomness. lol.
Right, I have made a decision, but in my books that's not really that big a deal, I won't stick to it. I have decided that I will write in here more often.
Music - Good Charlotte - Riot Girl
It's my summer holidays right, which means I have plenty of time. So I can write my journal entry during the day and post it in the evening. I don't have broadband otherwise I'd do it straight in lol. Man I love cherries. I got hooked on cherries when I was in France, they do really good, really cheap cherries there. lol. Man that is so sad that I brought that up.
I WANT A BOYFRIEND AND I WANT ONE NOW
I don't know why I'm complaining.
Music - The Killers - Smile Like You Mean It
When I do get a boyfriend, I normally can't wait to get red of them lol. Nah, just the people I go out with never seem to be right. I don't have many male friends anyway, so it's difficult to meet new guys, plus as I said before, I'm not exactly the most exuberant person you'll ever meet.
Have you ever thought how weird it is that cherries grow in pairs? Hmmm...
Music - Eminem - White America
God I am so bored. I can't wait to go on the internet. Or for my mum to come home. I know what sounds sad but I love my mumsy wumsy lol. She rocks, she's a psycho bitch and she knows it. She needs a padded room and a straight jacket lol.
Right I'm pissing off for a bit so that I can design some CD covers. BYE BYE!
Music - Green Day - Pulling Teeth
- James Blunt - Cry
Ok I can't be bothered to make them, I don't think my printers working anyway so it would be pointless. Sigh.
Music - Bif Nake - Lucky
Music - Green Day - In The End
Ok, Again I'm going to do another pointless list, because they're fun to read and take up time lol. So, drum roll please, here is my list of recommended albums:
-Green Day and their Dookie album
-Marilyn Manson's Greatest Hits called Lest We Forget
-Foo Fighter's double album named In Your Honour
-The little known Bif Naked and her album I Bificus
-Another Green Day album, with American Idiot
-Thinking about it both the Busted albums, which are actually pretty good. They're called Busted and A Present for Everyone
-A third Green Day album named Shenanigans
Music - Busted - 3am
Please don't think I'm sad for listening to Busted lol. They're OK. They split up before they made it big in America and I reckon the American audience would have enjoyed them. The only trouble was that they were a bit too poppy, and not enough rock in them. But it's OK to listen to them when you want to chill or do their characteristic little jumps hehe.
Music - James Blunt - So Long Jimmy
I am majoryl bored.
Music - The Offspring - The Kids Aren't Alright
I'm going to make some Harry Potter icons.
Music - Eminem - Cleaning Out My Closet
-Marilyn Manson - Fight Song
-Evenescence - My Immortal
- Maroon 5 - This Love
Ok, Well I'm going to say goodbye for now, and hopefully I'll have some icons up soon :D