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well... due to my overwhelming lazyness... i have neglected LJ for a while... so i am going to attempt to keep up on here more... but for now... here are my last 2 posts on my Xanga... if u wanna comment on there, my user name is the same as it is here, wolf_sirus. ttyl
Saturday, April 01, 2006
i guess i just don't get it. how... why do ppl let their boyfriends/girlfriends control their life? you can't do this, don't do that but do this, i won't do "whatever" b/c my boyfriend doesn't like that/ want me to.
sure, i can see that for like something that would better the person: not smoking, drinking, a change for the better... but damn. No wonder people freak out then they get in fights, b/c someone has no control or say over what's happening.
Thumper, no, this is not pointed towards you in any way... at all. U just made me realize something. Like all that shit w/ Kristin was b/c of this, and a ton of other ppl like that. Sure, i might be slightly irratated, but the fact is that i've known u for 4 years and this guy u've known... a couple months says don't talk to him or i'll get mad... *shakes head* there is something wrong w/ that. like i said, i'm not mad... just really frustrated.
maybe it's just me. maybe i'm just a hard ass... but ya know... i don't take shit like that. I'm tired of ppl feeling like total crap b/c they don't know what to do when they get yelled at by their b/f for something stupid. We put ourselves through enough stress as it is, we don't need to go adding more to ourselves like this...
this isn't a hit on anyone... i just had my eyes opened a little more today, that's all guys...
*shrugs* Anywho...
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
i am stealing this from Broken_promises86 b/c i saw this on her site and it just sounded/felt good... *shrugs* did the brakes on my car yesterday. All City was ok i guess. they went hella easy on us. we recieved two 2s and one 3... so bout what i expected. finishing my sketches of the school tower so i can weld a replica of it.
Do you ever miss me?
Do you ever miss the way we used to be?
When we used to talk and laugh and flirt?
When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall
just so you could see me look at you and smile?
Do you miss our conversations?
And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understood?
Do you ever miss any of that?
I think that maybe you do
because sometimes when I look at you,
you'll randomly look at me and stop what your doing,
just so you can look into my eyes like you used to.
And even though it only lasts for two seconds,
for those moments everything feels right.
Do you miss that?
I can't be the only one who does..
anywho... not to sure what else to say... so c ya`ll later
Saturday, April 01, 2006
i guess i just don't get it. how... why do ppl let their boyfriends/girlfriends control their life? you can't do this, don't do that but do this, i won't do "whatever" b/c my boyfriend doesn't like that/ want me to.
sure, i can see that for like something that would better the person: not smoking, drinking, a change for the better... but damn. No wonder people freak out then they get in fights, b/c someone has no control or say over what's happening.
Thumper, no, this is not pointed towards you in any way... at all. U just made me realize something. Like all that shit w/ Kristin was b/c of this, and a ton of other ppl like that. Sure, i might be slightly irratated, but the fact is that i've known u for 4 years and this guy u've known... a couple months says don't talk to him or i'll get mad... *shakes head* there is something wrong w/ that. like i said, i'm not mad... just really frustrated.
maybe it's just me. maybe i'm just a hard ass... but ya know... i don't take shit like that. I'm tired of ppl feeling like total crap b/c they don't know what to do when they get yelled at by their b/f for something stupid. We put ourselves through enough stress as it is, we don't need to go adding more to ourselves like this...
this isn't a hit on anyone... i just had my eyes opened a little more today, that's all guys...
*shrugs* Anywho...
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
i am stealing this from Broken_promises86 b/c i saw this on her site and it just sounded/felt good... *shrugs* did the brakes on my car yesterday. All City was ok i guess. they went hella easy on us. we recieved two 2s and one 3... so bout what i expected. finishing my sketches of the school tower so i can weld a replica of it.
Do you ever miss me?
Do you ever miss the way we used to be?
When we used to talk and laugh and flirt?
When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall
just so you could see me look at you and smile?
Do you miss our conversations?
And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understood?
Do you ever miss any of that?
I think that maybe you do
because sometimes when I look at you,
you'll randomly look at me and stop what your doing,
just so you can look into my eyes like you used to.
And even though it only lasts for two seconds,
for those moments everything feels right.
Do you miss that?
I can't be the only one who does..
anywho... not to sure what else to say... so c ya`ll later