^What.^

[wolf_of_damned]

How come this guy that I'm "supposed to" love and "supposedly" loves me never makes me happy and this chick that I'm trying to work my ass off to become better friends with always confuses me but makes me happy???

Confused pup

Comments

[shmennivie]

Dan is an anus. I mean, as a boyfriend... obviously, just be FRIENDS with him!! Just try it!

[wolf_of_damned]

I know, I know - so you've said. But he's so cute like... a lot of the times! I think I've become this major bitch-face lately though... I've gotten really impatient and nasty and "nicole-like"... if you will. So I need to change that.

[shmennivie]

Woah woah woah, don't ever be "nicole-like" ... sometimes it's easy to boss around boyfriends because they'll just DO it and... I dunno, I'm thinking of Doug right now... I dunno, I just woke up so I dunno where I'm going with this. Do whatever you want, just ... do what's best!! Be his girlfriend if it makes you happy, but... don't do it because it's what you've always done, you know? Dan's a good kid most of the time, but... I dunno, you have to be a good kid, too!!!

[wolf_of_damned]

Actually, you made a lot of sense. Heh - you know me, I'm sort of power hungry in this silent malicious way (unlike Kelli, who just shouts it out y'know?) so I think you're on to something when you say boyfriend will just DO what you say cuz you're their girlfriend... I think I was taking advantage of that due to power... I'm working really hard now on being 'nice' like I once was, and so far it's going good. A few slip ups, but Dan and I have talked (which we haven't done in awhile) and we have methods now to chill me out if I start getting huaghty. Thanks for commenting here, you actually made me think a lot about 'situations'... We should talk more and hang out!!

[shmennivie]

Well, it's cuz' sometimes I take advantage of Doug (or at least feel like I do) and, I dunno, I feel so bad afterwards and Doug and Dan are sorta the same like "worshipping" kinda boyfriend who is easy to take advantage of, so I figured that could be a problem...

[puny_luv]

*beats the nicole outta you*
no. just... NO.

but otherwise, like rikki said, do what's the best for you and makes you happy. :) you go grrl!!!1 *three finger snaps in a Z formation*

XD

[wolf_of_damned]

lol lol lol I know, as soon as I replied and realized I WAS being more "nicole-like" I said "WTF!!! MINDI! EW!" Heh.