the scary thing is i dont give a fuck

Feb 18, 2005 22:16

Hm, how to vent without explaining the whole story...
I'll just go and if you dont follow, you arent alone.

1) I refuse to pay for anything having to do with "partying" anymore. If that means I dont drink, so be it. I dont even care anymore. The time before last night I footed a $40 bill for alcohol that no one paid me back for. Thanks.

2) Track season is coming up and I think I'm going to stop drinking. Not like I do it all the time, but *hopefully* I can convince others that I care about to not do it so often. Fat chance, I know. They (well HE) probably does it in order to forget about me anyway.

3) You gotta love how I think my relationship is on the rocks and the other half of it has no idea.

4) No one thinks they did anything WRONG!!!

5) I guess it's cool to piss me off so much that I want nothing more than to go home. That's when you party... awesome! NOT

6) Ever get that feeling no one would care if you just vanished off the face of the earth? Yep, got that right now.

7) Jonathan smokes and drinks enough by himself without you ALLOWING him to do so!! What the FUCK is going through your head when you let a FUCKING 14-year-old freshman do whatever the hell he wants?!?!?! Oh, well you were probably too goddamn drunk or high or whatever to notice... thanks a fucking lot!!!!

8) It's a damn good thing we didnt go to the club if you think you'd "be in the police station right now" if I danced with another guy.

9) Way to blow off your cousin just because I'm in a bad mood. Now he probably hates me.

10) I just can't believe your dad didn't care that she spent the night when he doesnt even know her. I'm not saying you're lying, I'm just blown away by that.

11) I'm happy you made the culinary team, Jerald. That's not a lie.

12) If Jonathan goes to your house and gets high one more time, I'm telling my mother he smoked with you and your brother. If that ends our relationship, so be it.

Laura called and I vented with her, but I lost my train of thought here. All I know is shit is going to change around here... Whether you like it or not.
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