who knows
Well I am not dating nicole anymore. Now I'm seeing Julie. The sweetest girl ever. We are not official but she makes me feel so happy. Whenever I am around her. I hope that I do the same for her. I am not going to pretend that it is not hard. Not thinking about what nicole is doing or where she is, is she ok. I hope she is. but I don't want to have anything to do with her anymore. I just don't love her. I really want to be in a relationship with julie. I think that there is something there. She makes me feel so damn good about myself. It has been a really long time since I could actually say that. I just wish that she would open up to me. but I don't want to push anything. So I will wait patiently and hopefully she will trust me in time. (believe me she's worth the wait.) She is going to virginia for like a month and a half. I am really going to miss her. I have a feeling that I will be on aim a lot more while she is gone. I don't even know what else to say. except that the past week has been one of my best ever. And I don't want to give that up.
Nick
Nick