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I've had this livejournal since January of 2005. It seems like forever ago, and at the same time, it's hard to believe I've had this for so long. This lj has covered nearly two years of rapid change every other week, at times, as people moved into and out of my life and affected how I viewed the world.
Sitting here, I don't think I really recognize the girl who first started this, and at times, I'm not sure if she'd really like me. I do know she'd be surprised, by how I've changed, how others have changed. Entire dreams, expectations, life plans, and world views have crumbled, been taken apart, and built anew.
I am on the verge of something, some change. I don't know what it is yet, but it's a building feeling that just won't shake. I'm looking at returning to college, maybe following the path I may have taken if I had never set foot on the Niagara. It's something I can never know, and something I won't spend much time thinking on, either. I still believe everything happens for some reason or another.
With all this in mind, and the current restructering in who I am, I've decided it is time to lay this livejournal to rest. I'll keep it around, as surverys, quizzes and the like that strike my fancy will be posted here, rather than my new account, as well as any livejournal missives to anyone.
In a period of twenty two months, I'll have posted 502 times, this included.
Sitting here, I don't think I really recognize the girl who first started this, and at times, I'm not sure if she'd really like me. I do know she'd be surprised, by how I've changed, how others have changed. Entire dreams, expectations, life plans, and world views have crumbled, been taken apart, and built anew.
I am on the verge of something, some change. I don't know what it is yet, but it's a building feeling that just won't shake. I'm looking at returning to college, maybe following the path I may have taken if I had never set foot on the Niagara. It's something I can never know, and something I won't spend much time thinking on, either. I still believe everything happens for some reason or another.
With all this in mind, and the current restructering in who I am, I've decided it is time to lay this livejournal to rest. I'll keep it around, as surverys, quizzes and the like that strike my fancy will be posted here, rather than my new account, as well as any livejournal missives to anyone.
In a period of twenty two months, I'll have posted 502 times, this included.