Sep 24, 2007 09:18
I'm pretty much going out of my mind right now. I'm trying to do a million things at once with no idea how to do them, I'm unable to get to the gym at all and thus feel like i'm constantly putting back any weight i've lost, I'm worried about my financial situation, I'm worried about my grades. And the cause of this? The fact that I have to do about 150% more than I'd normally have to do this week if not for the fact my whole weekend is dominated by my half-brother's wedding. A wedding that is causing me to miss a day of school and have to hand in a paper 3 days early. A wedding that I don't even want to go to anymore. A wedding that I now feel like I'm being forced to go to by my family and I get no say in when I leave. I can't stand it, I know they didn't mean to do any of this with the idea that I'd be so inconvienenced, but I've had to keep driving back and forth between home and school just to get the damn suit I have to wear altered. Of course the fact that there IS a suit means I have to go through with this now, wallowing in an angsty pit of lonliness while I ask people who they're with.
I'm probably going to punch that up with some jokes, instead of just asking bride or groom.
so far I've got
cake or death?
heads or tails?
white meat or dark meat?
this or that?
...eh who am I kidding that's a stupid idea.