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The past few weeks have been a blur of school-work, late nights, and a drain on my motivation. Today is no different, but I made one hell of an effort despite things. Three exams, a homework assignment, bill payment, unintentionally harsh pranks, and a combination of a mild malaise with a streak of rage. The rage was quickly quelled by expressing my anger non-violently (Yay, videogames) while the malaise sits on my shoulder. Three more days of the grind and then I get ten days off. Hopefully this break, like Thanksgiving break, will renew my spirits and make me push hard against the impending crunch of exams and projects.
"As long as blood flows/ I stay strong as possible/ Inspired by the music/ I've been trapped within this pattern by choice/ It has long been my preference to keep/ Instead of tryin' to lose it/ So as much as I can/ I use voice"
Perhaps I've stepped out of that funk I was in a bit too late. The tests I took today were okay, but I feel as though this semester will be my first semester since my return that I won't get close to a B average. Time will tell in regards to my grades, my morale, my ability to focus.
I refuse to go down without a fight, but I wonder just how much of a fight I'll be able to give.
"And my momma said the elements that make me are the elements that break me/ Let's switch around these elements and see where they take me"
"As long as blood flows/ I stay strong as possible/ Inspired by the music/ I've been trapped within this pattern by choice/ It has long been my preference to keep/ Instead of tryin' to lose it/ So as much as I can/ I use voice"
Perhaps I've stepped out of that funk I was in a bit too late. The tests I took today were okay, but I feel as though this semester will be my first semester since my return that I won't get close to a B average. Time will tell in regards to my grades, my morale, my ability to focus.
I refuse to go down without a fight, but I wonder just how much of a fight I'll be able to give.
"And my momma said the elements that make me are the elements that break me/ Let's switch around these elements and see where they take me"