its days like today i wish i could fall asleep and stay that way.
today it snowed and i had no warmth to share...
it just really got to me. worse then ever.
i have no one to be here while i am down, no one to talk to.
the one person i want to talk to isnt around.
tomorrow is a family gathering... and im not invited.
i used to go to them all, and it made me really upset, like im not a part of it anymore.
everything just kept adding up today to make it such a miserable day.
i hopefully be fine tomorrow.
and i didnt get much sleep last night so maybe thats wy im so easily upset.
and at least alex had me running around at my brothers show,
we were playing follow the leader and "BOP" where he hit everyone on the head with a balloon.
it just really got to me. worse then ever.
i have no one to be here while i am down, no one to talk to.
the one person i want to talk to isnt around.
tomorrow is a family gathering... and im not invited.
i used to go to them all, and it made me really upset, like im not a part of it anymore.
everything just kept adding up today to make it such a miserable day.
i hopefully be fine tomorrow.
and i didnt get much sleep last night so maybe thats wy im so easily upset.
and at least alex had me running around at my brothers show,
we were playing follow the leader and "BOP" where he hit everyone on the head with a balloon.