(no subject)

[woke_up_here]

I am your quiet reminder;
The bastard child of your demons
Praying on your mind
Vicious and unkind;
The darkness which you can't avoid
Your mind was warped and
Reality, toyed
With me
And left me with your fear

I am your ruthless captor
The vengeful victim of the hatred you burned
Inside of yourself;
And I'll never let you forget the pain you deal
So I'll never let these ugly wounds heal

So at night you lie screaming
Dreaming of when our past becomes a lesson
And our present is less of a consequence
Where I could be your son,
Instead of your judge and jury
Still midful of the anger
The fury with which you damaged my skin
Battered my body and scarred me within.
When you could be my mother
In this home, we could coexist
And make up for all the childhood days
Our demons forced us to miss

I'll never let you free of this leash
Because you're the keeper of darkness
The self destructive
Indecisive
Undetermined
and irrefutably afraid
child that I raised myself
Has grown so very strong
And determined to show you every day
Every way you went wrong