beyond the solice
I have been in the strangest mood today,I don't know why and can't really grasp its descernable impact-if any at all-but it feels inapropriate somehow.
I wish it was ten years ago...I want to start over.I feel like I've made such a mess of things.I sometimes get the nagging sensation that things are supposed to be different,and that I exist in some alternate timestream that I wasn't ment to know....I've been bitching about making the time machine,and I geuss its time I got to work.Maybe its like Jessi always says and everything happens for a reason and things work out just like there supposed to.Why is that so hard for me to believe?.....the human excuse....justification for that which we cannot explain....
I wish it was ten years ago...I want to start over.I feel like I've made such a mess of things.I sometimes get the nagging sensation that things are supposed to be different,and that I exist in some alternate timestream that I wasn't ment to know....I've been bitching about making the time machine,and I geuss its time I got to work.Maybe its like Jessi always says and everything happens for a reason and things work out just like there supposed to.Why is that so hard for me to believe?.....the human excuse....justification for that which we cannot explain....