Nov 11, 2004 19:52
so this whole week has definitely been one of the worst i've had at sewanee so far.
i've been really sick and
i'm mad at myself...
my search for stability has seemingly led to an uncontrollable downfall.
i truly feel comfortably numb.
i need some time to get my head on straight because this is not like me at all.. and i hate it.
i need to go on a hike by myself.
laura and i went to stirling's tonight and talked a while over coffee..it was nice, and i definitely needed it.
we're going through the exact same thing, so it's nice to have her there.
i ♥ her.
aaron came up this week!
i'm so lucky to have him in my life!
oh well, things are already much better..
and next week is a new week..and i'm determined to make it a good one.
one thing's for sure..
things are going to change.
love. love. love.