i really love my friends so much. i dream about them.
lol, so i had a dream, of sorts. (okay, it was sort of a nap-in-the-day dream that ran super wild and i had no control over it at all.)
basically, i was at this boat gathering with a good chunk of my online friends (in particular: nhi, diana, kai, jen, rodiy, ida, and rorie) and it was known that all of you had bf/gf's (yes, even you, jen). here's the super OMG part of it: you were all dating your biases? sort of. ida was dating hyuk, jen's bf was mi, nhi had junho, rodiy had eeteuk (WITH SOME RUSSELL ON THE SIDE?), diana was flaunting yoseob with his good hair as her boytoy, rorie was dating the WHOLE OF SNSD like some sort of beautiful girl harem at her beck and call ide. and kai was being shy with bekah. lmao. and some of you were like, idk, pondering marriage, but most were thinking you weren't ready and i was so happy that all of you were happy i started tearing up and going, "oh my god, I'm not like this usually, guys, you're just all so wonderful i want you to be happy /BAWLS FACE OFF"
and then someone asks me, "but what about you? where's your hyuk?" and i was like (tear free--SUDDENLY), "oh, that's okay! i don't need to date anyone." (despite in-dream knowing that ida was dating hyuk and i think rorie was in-dream dating her own eeteuk, not rodiy's eeteuk, on the side?) then someone says that i'm not alone, and i reply, "oh, you're right."
... but I was the "third person" to almost everyone else's relationship (nhi/junho, kai/bekah, mediator for diana/yoseob?)...
it was all very surreal. idk.
basically, i was at this boat gathering with a good chunk of my online friends (in particular: nhi, diana, kai, jen, rodiy, ida, and rorie) and it was known that all of you had bf/gf's (yes, even you, jen). here's the super OMG part of it: you were all dating your biases? sort of. ida was dating hyuk, jen's bf was mi, nhi had junho, rodiy had eeteuk (WITH SOME RUSSELL ON THE SIDE?), diana was flaunting yoseob with his good hair as her boytoy, rorie was dating the WHOLE OF SNSD like some sort of beautiful girl harem at her beck and call ide. and kai was being shy with bekah. lmao. and some of you were like, idk, pondering marriage, but most were thinking you weren't ready and i was so happy that all of you were happy i started tearing up and going, "oh my god, I'm not like this usually, guys, you're just all so wonderful i want you to be happy /BAWLS FACE OFF"
and then someone asks me, "but what about you? where's your hyuk?" and i was like (tear free--SUDDENLY), "oh, that's okay! i don't need to date anyone." (despite in-dream knowing that ida was dating hyuk and i think rorie was in-dream dating her own eeteuk, not rodiy's eeteuk, on the side?) then someone says that i'm not alone, and i reply, "oh, you're right."
... but I was the "third person" to almost everyone else's relationship (nhi/junho, kai/bekah, mediator for diana/yoseob?)...
it was all very surreal. idk.