I am not a writer.
I am not an artist.
I am not--
I am just here.
I am confused.
Words don't come easily to me. They say the quiet ones are the ones with the most eloquent words. I am quiet, but eloquence eludes me.
Let me speak on my own and I will stutter and I will stop and I will think for an eternity.
I don't like metaphors, and I don't like similes. I like telling things as the are.
I hate prose. I hate poetry. But mostly, I hate text imagery.
Because I can't. Because I am unable to think that I am able. Because in the end, my mind is mediocre, and I am mediocre.
I have no words.
Because I am not an artist.
Because I am not a writer.
In short, writing is not something I would consider a talent of mine -___- -unproductive forever-