what's the big fuckin deal..
i hate my life, and myself...i just wanna die.i don't think my feelings have been hurt this bad in a really long time...
thank you to my loving boyfriend who says he will never trust me..and to him for making me feel lower than dirt..and not to mention him saying that he doesn't care how i feel..
all because someone who he is no longer friends with came up to my work to get food for him and one of our friends lastnight, for like 15 minutes...
he means so much to me, and has made me realize that there's nothing i can do to make this up.i hate myself...i just want everything to go back to normal..PLEASE!!!:,(...i think today is the most i've cried in years.
nice day off, huh? he called to make me cry and feel bad about myself, then has to let me go, cus he has "orders"...mmmkk..
i'm so sad right now, i don't wanna do ne thing...nothing.i think i'm just gonna go to sleep...
later kids, hope your day was as good as mine.kim*
thank you to my loving boyfriend who says he will never trust me..and to him for making me feel lower than dirt..and not to mention him saying that he doesn't care how i feel..
all because someone who he is no longer friends with came up to my work to get food for him and one of our friends lastnight, for like 15 minutes...
he means so much to me, and has made me realize that there's nothing i can do to make this up.i hate myself...i just want everything to go back to normal..PLEASE!!!:,(...i think today is the most i've cried in years.
nice day off, huh? he called to make me cry and feel bad about myself, then has to let me go, cus he has "orders"...mmmkk..
i'm so sad right now, i don't wanna do ne thing...nothing.i think i'm just gonna go to sleep...
later kids, hope your day was as good as mine.kim*