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Sep 09, 2008 22:04

I GOT HIRED AT THE PARIS AS A LIFEGUARD!
ah i cannot wait to start working again :)
i definitly need to take my mind off all the bullshit thats been going on lately..

kelly & i are no longer friends..
i guess we were just trying to get along for stephens sake, and it wasnt working out anymore.
so we talked and i thought things were said & done, but boy was i wrong!
shes been making it difficult for me lately with her person petty attacks against me, and i dont think its right considering i havent done shit to her.
&& i know its only gonna get worse..
i could be wrong, but i feel like shes gonna do whatever it takes to slowly end mine & stephens friendship.
i mean shes done it before to other people, so id be suprised if she didnt do the same to us.
i can only hope stephen will make the right choice & not let her do anything to jeopradize our friendship.
i should know he would always have my back since he my bestfriend and all, but i also know kelly is a big part of his life so im quite scared & i really dont know how things are gonna end up.
all i can do is hope for the best and keep my head up!
stephen knows ill love him no matter what & ill always be there for him, i just hope thats enough :/

this whole fucked up situation is why i cant wait to start working.
ill be working full time again, so i wont have time for all the petty bullshit kelly likes to cause for me.
im just gonna focus on my job and saving up enough money for a car & for the move to california next year :)
i hope i meet some pretty kick people at this new job, cause im running pretty damn low on friends these days hahaha.

anyways, homecoming is coming up & im sooooo excited!
stephen & i are supposed to go together, but hes having issues with his momma so idk whats gonna happen yet :(
but either way, ill still have a great night with some really great people :D
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