Jan 09, 2008 00:31
so there's this boy...
correction! i mean man that ive always liked & hes great.
we get along so well & we always have really great conversations.
sounds pretty great right? why not go for it right?
uno problemoooo HE LIVES IN CALI!
he moved there for college & only comes back every once in awhile to visit :(
the good thing is, in a year in a half ill be moving to cali with stephen
&& ill get to see him as much as id like too :]
i just hate the fact that i have to wait that long.
soo much can change in a year & i just hope our feelings dont yahno?
too be completely real, ive felt all alone for the last two years.
yes i have great friends & family that love me, but i still felt so lonely.
&& now for once i feel wanted & i dont wanna let that go just yet.
have i told him how i feel? ya not exactly.
but i will soon when the time is right & when i know its worth it.
lifes too short, so i wont waiste much time.
anthony, your amazing & i definitly see you in my future :)