(no subject)

Jul 11, 2006 18:44

Do you ever feel like something is so close that you can almost touch it with the tips of your fingers and then suddenly it is pulled from within inches of your grasp? That is how I feel right now, Justin is inevitably going to have to buy a new car within the next few months, and although he says that it will not affect the timing of certain events, I am quite positive it will. Money seems to be the momentum behind thw world's rotation, and we are short of it.

We have officially decided to continue living with my parents through the end of next spring when I graduate, thus saving money for a down payment on a house and giving us a bigger boost into the real world.

Speaking of the real world, am I the only person in the universe who is afraid she won't get a good job after college? I have this real fear that I will become the burger flipper at the local McDonalds, even after graduating with a four year degree. I am afraid that I will not make enough income to support my expensive habits and succeed in life. Justin is always reassuring me that I will make it in life, and not just make it, but exceed in life. "Fear is nature's way of making sure that one is serious"

My new job at Wild Waves is pretty good, crappy money, stupid people, but fun.

My monday riding lesson went really well. I had a lot of fun and did fairly well during the jumping portion. My trainer thinks that I am a little behind in jumping since I haven't been able to take a jumping lesson in over a year and a half. My flat work is good though, and I rarely get critisism, when I do it is always constructive and minor errors.

Sailor has a big show coming up in a couple of weeks in Bend, OR and I am very excited. I think he may be moving up to level two jumpers which would be fantastic since this is his first show season and only his second major show.

Going to Cali on Thursday night after work, Just my mom, justin, and I. Should be fun.
Previous post Next post
Up