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I've decided that my goal in life is to become a permanant spinster, die alone and half eaten by wild dogs.
My roomate from fall just stopped in to see how my life was going and to ask whether or not justin and I got engaged for my birthday. Obvious answer? NO, because it seems like its never going to happen or at least its going to be a very long time.
I am incredibly jealous and green with envy over her, she's almost 20 been with her Fiance for just over a year, and they are getting married this july. yeah, no fair. Love her to death, but definently no fair.
I know life isn't always fair, but throw me a friggin bone!
BTW I feel better after this mornings early vent. Don't be concerned, I know suicide is the selfish way out. Plus i would never commit my parents, justin or my friends to that type of pain. I just need to work through my problems.
My roomate from fall just stopped in to see how my life was going and to ask whether or not justin and I got engaged for my birthday. Obvious answer? NO, because it seems like its never going to happen or at least its going to be a very long time.
I am incredibly jealous and green with envy over her, she's almost 20 been with her Fiance for just over a year, and they are getting married this july. yeah, no fair. Love her to death, but definently no fair.
I know life isn't always fair, but throw me a friggin bone!
BTW I feel better after this mornings early vent. Don't be concerned, I know suicide is the selfish way out. Plus i would never commit my parents, justin or my friends to that type of pain. I just need to work through my problems.