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[wntfanatic9]

year 2005
never thought that
this would be the year
in which i wanted to die
onward into the storm
head on
friends holding on
keeping me from going
completely under
nearly drowning
in an ocean of depression
the month: december
almost a year later
getting the help i needed
from the beginning
the help i denied for so long
all this time
blinded by all the pain and fear
somehow, i came out ontop
on the verge of a new year
beginnings of a new life
a new person emerges