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do you know what
youre doing to me, mentally
do you know
the pain i feel inside
how it tears me apart
rips me in half
still, remains the daunting silence
words unspoken
relationships on the rocks
mentally standing on a cliff
waiting, for the perfect
time to jump
that will be my end
finally, everything soon over
a catch before
becoming one with the ground
do u understand
i cant take all this
with a grain of sand
going two ways
on a one way road
a head on collision
bound to happen
im sorry for what ive put you through
becoming too much of a burden
you have gone away
with a click of technology
things messed up, a disaster
looks like the finger points to me
the one to blame
do you truely care
or am i being fooled
did u guide me to the light
then leave me to fend for myself
countless questions unanswered
saying one thing
but doing another
feelings of remorse
alone, misguided, left out to dry
dont stand me up
what for if im left with nothing
the past brought back to life
is this all a deadly lie
communication lost
hidden meanings everywhere
eyes watching every move
a call away from relief
a call away from damnation
the turning point
lurking near, surrounding me
dont feed me lies
ill find the truth
revenge, what a word
so many actions
caused by hate
the feeling is there
i can dig it up
keep it on the surface
firing on command
why all this in life
death takes away everything
hahaha the word, death
what a lovely word
see you on the other side
guard up
hiding who ive become
think you know me
what a joke
each day
more difficult to trust
people two-faced
support is gone
onward to isolation
pain caused by others
not easily received
alone to avoid the heartache
throughout all this pain
words repeat over and over
in my mind
pushed to the side
forgotten about
keep it up and see what happens
just might find me
under a stone
youre doing to me, mentally
do you know
the pain i feel inside
how it tears me apart
rips me in half
still, remains the daunting silence
words unspoken
relationships on the rocks
mentally standing on a cliff
waiting, for the perfect
time to jump
that will be my end
finally, everything soon over
a catch before
becoming one with the ground
do u understand
i cant take all this
with a grain of sand
going two ways
on a one way road
a head on collision
bound to happen
im sorry for what ive put you through
becoming too much of a burden
you have gone away
with a click of technology
things messed up, a disaster
looks like the finger points to me
the one to blame
do you truely care
or am i being fooled
did u guide me to the light
then leave me to fend for myself
countless questions unanswered
saying one thing
but doing another
feelings of remorse
alone, misguided, left out to dry
dont stand me up
what for if im left with nothing
the past brought back to life
is this all a deadly lie
communication lost
hidden meanings everywhere
eyes watching every move
a call away from relief
a call away from damnation
the turning point
lurking near, surrounding me
dont feed me lies
ill find the truth
revenge, what a word
so many actions
caused by hate
the feeling is there
i can dig it up
keep it on the surface
firing on command
why all this in life
death takes away everything
hahaha the word, death
what a lovely word
see you on the other side
guard up
hiding who ive become
think you know me
what a joke
each day
more difficult to trust
people two-faced
support is gone
onward to isolation
pain caused by others
not easily received
alone to avoid the heartache
throughout all this pain
words repeat over and over
in my mind
pushed to the side
forgotten about
keep it up and see what happens
just might find me
under a stone