love

Apr 10, 2009 19:56

i thought that u were nothing to me
but i found out
that i still care a lot
that i miss you.. c
it's not that i miss love
i realized i miss the love i got from you
and now.. i'm feeling so lonely
because i know, that you are not there for me
that you were never there for me
knowing that makes me so sad
i feel like i can't stop crying
i feel like i want to be there with you so much
i feel like i want to go back to the past
were i was still there next to you
when i thought you were mine
i cannot understand why i want this
am i insane.. did you let my mind go crazy
i want you and i laughing and talking
i want to see you
i want to hear you
i want to hold you so badly
i want you to hold me like you did
i want you to kiss me
to adore me..

to Love me

i'm trying to be strong
but it's so hard
so hard to just go on like i did
this time u really broke my heart
i know it sounds like a cliche
but that's just the way it is

i just can't believe that that was the last time i kissed you
if i knew.. i would have kissed you a 1000times more
if i knew that was the last time i could hug you
i would have hugged u a little longer
i would have printed the whole situation
i would have stayed
i wouldn't have let go of you
i would have hold u so tight.. for the last time
if i knew that that was the last time i could lay next to you.. i wouldn't have gotten up.. i would have layed there next to you.. the whole night.. next to you.. just next to you..
for the very last sad time

all the things you did.. i want them to be vanished.. i want to delete it.. i want to destroy it.. i want to forget it.. i just can't stop longing for you

because i think ..
i think that i really
that i really love you

i never realized it.. but i think i did..

will we ever walk the bridge together again
if i knew that that was the last time we would walk the bridge.. i would have walked slower.. and would have enjoyed walking there in the cold night.. enjoyed your warmth.. your presence..

i can't walk the bridge anymore without you on my mind.. ever again.. it hurtss
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