I promised
WEll i promised you i would update and now i have all these things running through my mind and i dont know what to put down..... One its SUMMER and thats always good, i kinda wish school never ended tho... im Going to miss ppl that arent comming back next year. the end of this year just brought me one year closer to college something i am no longer ready for, dont get me wrong i cant wait to leave it's just that... i dont know how to put this....I've been in high school and its a safe spot something that never changes and i'm not sure what college will be like i cant be sure that everything will be ok in the morning like it is in High school the warped tour is comming up and i cant wait for that its going to be FLIPIN' AMAIZING!! I organized my whole room last night which was fun i saw stuff i wrote in middle school that brought back some nice memories, and some bad ones. i dont think i regret anything i did back then, dont get me wrong some of it was really stupid but i wouldnt take it back. two there is this boy that i havent talked to in a long time and we started talking agian recently and its nice, he was friends with my brother and he understands most of what goes on in my life, he can give me advise on anything, hes in a band, he's a total sweet heart. but then there is this other guy that i talk to on ocasion and i dont know what to do about him, i like him and all but it's just a confusing situation then there is the guy i've liked since 1st grade that i dont think i will ever not like but He'll never like me and i know that but its just hard not to have these feelings for him... its weird but i just cant forget him. well i think i am going to go rock on my guitar
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