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Photojournalism is almost done. Photoportfolio is done. Reports are done. Just have to do that fucking poster, which I must now call back the animal shelter. So close, and I couldn't feel better.
I'm feeling slightly optimistic about sobriety now that I've been able to roll it around my head for a few days. It's going to be a surprise, seeing what it's like. I honestly can't really remember. I'm just going to have to wait and see. 11 days. Really makes you think. I'm just going to consider this a bizarre experiment in the realm or reality. I might also go see my doctor to get some medication to take care of withdrawl complications. Some of them can be kind of nasty. Hallucinations, hearing things, extreme pains, sweats, chills and so much more. Sobering up will be the best drug trip ever. My only problem with it is they apparently give you valium in such situations, and I know how addictive it can be. Not going to replace one addiction with another, unless it's sex with many many beautiful women. If that were an option, I would quite drinking this very second. I'm just going to have to wait and see. Maybe I'll get lucky.
I've been awake since Wen. night at 10 p.m. I've worked twice, gone to a concert, wasted a tank of gas driving around trying to finish up assignments. Been to school, given a presentation and drank a nice chunk of the time. They let me off work early last night because I shouldn't have been there. I felt like I was dying, plus I still had so much to do. I'm going in Sunday night to get a little overtime, after I balance out the hours I lost.
I'm sleepy, and therefore, I'm going to drink for about an hour or so then go to sleep. Maybe I should eat something too.
I'm feeling slightly optimistic about sobriety now that I've been able to roll it around my head for a few days. It's going to be a surprise, seeing what it's like. I honestly can't really remember. I'm just going to have to wait and see. 11 days. Really makes you think. I'm just going to consider this a bizarre experiment in the realm or reality. I might also go see my doctor to get some medication to take care of withdrawl complications. Some of them can be kind of nasty. Hallucinations, hearing things, extreme pains, sweats, chills and so much more. Sobering up will be the best drug trip ever. My only problem with it is they apparently give you valium in such situations, and I know how addictive it can be. Not going to replace one addiction with another, unless it's sex with many many beautiful women. If that were an option, I would quite drinking this very second. I'm just going to have to wait and see. Maybe I'll get lucky.
I've been awake since Wen. night at 10 p.m. I've worked twice, gone to a concert, wasted a tank of gas driving around trying to finish up assignments. Been to school, given a presentation and drank a nice chunk of the time. They let me off work early last night because I shouldn't have been there. I felt like I was dying, plus I still had so much to do. I'm going in Sunday night to get a little overtime, after I balance out the hours I lost.
I'm sleepy, and therefore, I'm going to drink for about an hour or so then go to sleep. Maybe I should eat something too.