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This has been one of the most miserable weeks of my life. I absolutely could not sleep sunday or tuesday night. it's one of those things where every little thing reminds you of the pain. the lyrics to depressing songs suddenly make sense. Friends try to help you through it but sometimes I'd rather just wallow in the misery for a little bit. The circumstances (about which I'm not going to get into detail) are what make the situation the hardest. The more I try to avoid thinking about it, the harder it is. I spend time around friends but my mind is clearly elsewhere. as dan put it, I'm visibly emotionally worn. if you've read this far, chances are you either know or can figure out I just went through a breakup in my first real relationship and it hurts like nothing else I've expereienced. I'll leave it at that.
Other things are going on too... they just seem less important.
Tigers still have the best record in baseball, something I've been waiting my entire life to see. I thought I loved baseball before when I was following the Tigers in their terrible days, but now that the season means something, my appreciation and love of the game is higher than ever.
The Internship is going along kinda slowly. another 2 weeks and I should be done. I need to find a job for afterwards.
I have a car for the next 7 weeks while Ethan is in Europe.
Other things are going on too... they just seem less important.
Tigers still have the best record in baseball, something I've been waiting my entire life to see. I thought I loved baseball before when I was following the Tigers in their terrible days, but now that the season means something, my appreciation and love of the game is higher than ever.
The Internship is going along kinda slowly. another 2 weeks and I should be done. I need to find a job for afterwards.
I have a car for the next 7 weeks while Ethan is in Europe.