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what is wrong with me? i don't know if im coming or going, what seems like the best idea in the world one day is the worst idea the next day, i don't even know what i want in life anymore, i have no motivation for anything, i just don't care anymore. what is wrong with me? I thought that joining the navy would be what i need, but now it seems like it would be a big mistake, im not sure if i want to do college anymore. I have no idea where i should be, i have no idea what is the right thing to do? i feel like my life is spining out of control and no matter what i do nothing helps, i feel like nothing is stable, or for sure. I feel as though i have no purpose, like maybe this is all a waste. i don't even know where to begin on getting myself out o this shit hole i call my life.