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grundcreature5 "What is light without dark? I am a part of you all. You can never defeat me. We are brothers eternal."--Lord of Darkness, Legend
If the duality of our nature were not apparent before, it is apparent now.
I miss her, but now I must leave her.
You know when you're close to someone whom is significantly older, kind of like a mentor, but they have a lot of problems? I don't know if you know, but I'm sure you can imagine. I see her and she tells me I'm her favorite Zamora, of all the wonderful Zamora's in this family. Mom encourages me to believe her by saying, "Of course she does, Emily, you're the sweetest one" (hence what I mean by duality, for I am hardly sweet to anyone but those who are terribly fragile, as she). I don't get to boast about it because Dad says, "or so she tells you," and he's absolutely right. She'll love me today, but what of tomorrow? I'm very used to love never being a constant thing with people. It's not even a constant thing with me.