Fuck life..just kill me

[wmcolorguard06]

Why does fucking life have to be so fucked up..Why do so many ppl have to hate me..Why haven't I just died..Everyone wants me to..I know everyone on here once in the past year has wanted to kill me..So why the fuck haven't you..I mean look at me..I am ulgy..I fuck up relationships..I am a waste of air and a waste of space..I can't treat ppl how

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[sweetlilgeorgie]

Yeah Ash...Cheerios is right. Nobody wants to kill you...and nobody wants you to die. But you do make bad choices sometimes. Like the ways that you seem to treat men. Cheating, and playing multiple men isn't going to keep them around. It's just going to drive them away. But one thing I have noticed, is that you keep on going back to Joe Cody. You both have been through a lot with eachother. Parents trying to keep you apart, changing schools, graduation, cheating, problems with the law, ect. I think you really love him. I've read his xanga. He seems to really love you too. I've never seen someone express so much love for a person through a single journal entry. I wish Will would do that *sigh*. But anywho, I think the guy that truly loves you and wants to stay with you is right under your nose. And I have a strong feeling that he is going to love you no matter what. No matter what you do, and no matter what kind of mistakes you've made...he's always going to love you. And we (your friends) are always going to love you too. Yeah...we've all had our ups and downs with eachother...but things can only get better. Ashleigh, if you never find the guy that is right for you, then you always have us to fall back on. We are your friends no matter what, and we aren't going anywhere. Well, I hope things improve for you. I'm glad you're coming back to Guard! Toodles!
Love-Always/Georgie XOXOXOXO

Wow hun

[wmcolorguard06]

Babe will does love you as much as Joe loves me..Will may not express it as much as Joe does but I can tell in his eyes that he does.. I know Joe is right under my nose..but I need to date around and make sure..I mean I can't be 100% sure if I don't get out there and finish dating..I gotta have fun before I get married or settle down or it will never last.. yeah I know you will always love you..You have always been there for me no matter what I do..I love you like a sis..like I told courtney..I just wanna be able to trust and love you guys..You guys are like my sisters..my daddy calls you guys his daughters.. Thanks..Now I feel loved cause if I don't find the right one I can come to you..Love ya Georgie..