dreammaker for not much longer

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So my company is closing my entire division. I have maybe less than ten days less to work, maybe a month or two. they're being very very vague about our job prospects. and to be honest it is kind of scary. i don't want to be unemployed again. But that said, i was never a good fit for an office full of reality tv watchers and dog owners. my boss admitted at the bar today (the company credit card was still active) that i did great work but was kind of quiet. i wanted to say "that's because i have nothing to say to you morons" but rather just replied that "i just wanted to do my work the best i could." (true, but not the whole truth.)

i have consumed a fair amount of scotch on the company dime and now an meeting a good friend at another bar. taking the T, no worries. and tomorrow i wake up, go to work, and sort out the rest of this mess.

thanks to all my friends who've expressed concern. I love you guys.

quo vadimus?  I wish i knew.