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the past 15 years has been lunching from crises to crises with a few months in between some caused by me some by others and some by life but since pat died its mostly been stuff having to do with aging and LIFE im glad to say only a few of the hard things I now have to deal are problems I made.
My mother died about a year and a half ago, and about a year ago I cleaned out her apartment. I have spent the past year resting and healing trying to live in the now. Some things are much better and some worse I am feeling less and less capable and isolating my self more and more, my blood sugar is not good, weight creaping up, and quiet crazy seems to be nibbleing around the edges so this is some of what I need to do to to keep it at bay
start swiming again
balence carbs with sedentary
go out of the house twice a week for something other than grocery shopping
make some progress on stuff in storage and getting rid of stuff here
This fall I got rid of about a quater of what was in the kitchen and im about to do it again
I have also bought a new fridge, the old one the apartment owns and its a cheap POS aside from now being broken we are old and fat so the one I got has a bottem freezer so we can see what we have and keep things tidy. we will see like buying baby beast I hope its a good if scary purches
what the hell have you been upto while I have been gone?
My mother died about a year and a half ago, and about a year ago I cleaned out her apartment. I have spent the past year resting and healing trying to live in the now. Some things are much better and some worse I am feeling less and less capable and isolating my self more and more, my blood sugar is not good, weight creaping up, and quiet crazy seems to be nibbleing around the edges so this is some of what I need to do to to keep it at bay
start swiming again
balence carbs with sedentary
go out of the house twice a week for something other than grocery shopping
make some progress on stuff in storage and getting rid of stuff here
This fall I got rid of about a quater of what was in the kitchen and im about to do it again
I have also bought a new fridge, the old one the apartment owns and its a cheap POS aside from now being broken we are old and fat so the one I got has a bottem freezer so we can see what we have and keep things tidy. we will see like buying baby beast I hope its a good if scary purches
what the hell have you been upto while I have been gone?