Jul 18, 2013 10:49
We are getting redy to go With me being sick and the heat himself looked like he was about to drop from loadinding the car the fact that he cant just load the car he has to walk about 2 blocks with every thing dosent help
But after Pennsic I have the fam renioun and memoral for my mum and uncle. After that though I need to find a shrink. First to deal with things like weight and moatavation but have to work on the PTSD I woke up after 4 hours sleeping and couldnt get back to sleep I was so worried he was going to die I couldnt sleep. that is a problam
I will work on having a good time at Pennsic. I know that there is allways a moment or two that looking back brings me peace and I will search for those.
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