agrrrrrr
Sigh I was meant to go to mums today to do bills
Weirdly last night she told me to call before leaving today
so I did she has canceled
thing is if I had just come over like normal by 11 when I normaly get there she would have been fine, its what we have been doing and it works. she is just more confused in the morning, And when she gave herself an out last night I should have seen this coming. SHe was never good at morings (when I was 13 i got her a shirt that said I may rise but I refuse to shine)
Its hard having the swich from trusting she meant what she said, to knowing my instincts are better than hers.
And I was going to have the lawyer speak to her today. so now need to deal with that he is leaving for another state soon and doing this as a favor to me.
Now im pissed for having to get up at 6 for no reason, and for not being firmer with her last night I think I could have found a way for this to work out if I just assumed she has no rational control and act on that
I dont like mornings myself
Weirdly last night she told me to call before leaving today
so I did she has canceled
thing is if I had just come over like normal by 11 when I normaly get there she would have been fine, its what we have been doing and it works. she is just more confused in the morning, And when she gave herself an out last night I should have seen this coming. SHe was never good at morings (when I was 13 i got her a shirt that said I may rise but I refuse to shine)
Its hard having the swich from trusting she meant what she said, to knowing my instincts are better than hers.
And I was going to have the lawyer speak to her today. so now need to deal with that he is leaving for another state soon and doing this as a favor to me.
Now im pissed for having to get up at 6 for no reason, and for not being firmer with her last night I think I could have found a way for this to work out if I just assumed she has no rational control and act on that
I dont like mornings myself