Life is finally looking up. Please o please don't let it crash
Ok, so I calculated my grade for this one class, I'm right at 80%. I need a B in that class, along with all my other classes. I hate the way GPA is calculated, for reasons we won't get into right now. But that made me extremely happy, it's a huge stress relief. Now if only my advisor was here, so we could talk. That's ok, the baseball team is more important.
So I did a very brave thing for me. I actually told someone how I felt. My friend asked me if we weren't talking, and I answered him truthfully. Granted, he was away at the time, and this was on AIM, but it still counts, right? In fact, I sent a couple of huge im responses. It's been something that has affected our friendship for the last year, something that because of geography never got resolved. Neither of us like confrontation, either. But I guess this is a start. It happened Sunday, and he told me he'd call me but he still hasn't.
So Sunday night I went to bed finally at 4:41, then got up around 6 for a class, then took a quiz, then a test at 8, then napped from 8:30 to 9:40, class, slept again til 3:40, I suddenly became a good enough trainer to participate in inventory, amazing how that works. Then went home and Ariela came to visit me! I haven't seen her in two years, we went out for some Sherri's with Caleb. She spent the night, then left this morning. I got up today, worked on my project for Kinesiology, then classes, uh, what else? Oh, the library, or course, then studied with CG for the practical final for an hour, got an A on it, thank you very much, got some dinner with Kristi, then more project, then Kinesiology paper that isn't getting done, but we have til 5 tomorrow. I'm not slacking so much as I can't function and I'm too tired to care. Not like this is helping, but I'm kind of stuck with it. Maybe I'll start my other paper. Although I did get more than half of Greg's final done, well, I have to answer all the questions, and I still have to make the other half, and fine tune it because when I'm stressed I get anal retentive. So maybe 1/3, but that's not due til Friday. Oh, I do need to get that done earlier though so I don't have to do it Thursday night. We all know what Thursday is. Season finale of CSI I think. Maybe not so much. But either way, I'll be watching it. Or doing homework. Ok, let's face reality, I'll be in the library.
So, to recap, my paper for Therapeutics is done, my practical final in there is done, I have a paper for ASL, two for Kinesiology, and I don't wanna think about anymore! Ok, gotta get at least SOME of this paper done. Stupid writer's block........
So I did a very brave thing for me. I actually told someone how I felt. My friend asked me if we weren't talking, and I answered him truthfully. Granted, he was away at the time, and this was on AIM, but it still counts, right? In fact, I sent a couple of huge im responses. It's been something that has affected our friendship for the last year, something that because of geography never got resolved. Neither of us like confrontation, either. But I guess this is a start. It happened Sunday, and he told me he'd call me but he still hasn't.
So Sunday night I went to bed finally at 4:41, then got up around 6 for a class, then took a quiz, then a test at 8, then napped from 8:30 to 9:40, class, slept again til 3:40, I suddenly became a good enough trainer to participate in inventory, amazing how that works. Then went home and Ariela came to visit me! I haven't seen her in two years, we went out for some Sherri's with Caleb. She spent the night, then left this morning. I got up today, worked on my project for Kinesiology, then classes, uh, what else? Oh, the library, or course, then studied with CG for the practical final for an hour, got an A on it, thank you very much, got some dinner with Kristi, then more project, then Kinesiology paper that isn't getting done, but we have til 5 tomorrow. I'm not slacking so much as I can't function and I'm too tired to care. Not like this is helping, but I'm kind of stuck with it. Maybe I'll start my other paper. Although I did get more than half of Greg's final done, well, I have to answer all the questions, and I still have to make the other half, and fine tune it because when I'm stressed I get anal retentive. So maybe 1/3, but that's not due til Friday. Oh, I do need to get that done earlier though so I don't have to do it Thursday night. We all know what Thursday is. Season finale of CSI I think. Maybe not so much. But either way, I'll be watching it. Or doing homework. Ok, let's face reality, I'll be in the library.
So, to recap, my paper for Therapeutics is done, my practical final in there is done, I have a paper for ASL, two for Kinesiology, and I don't wanna think about anymore! Ok, gotta get at least SOME of this paper done. Stupid writer's block........