Realization
Well, the mood that I have been in hasn't been very good lately, and that has to stop, because it is making other people miserable. I can't keep thinking the way that I have been thinking because it is making me depressed and it is making my friends either feel sorry for me or feel sad, and that isn't right. I have every reason to be happy, and I need to be happy, I need to laugh, and smile, and I need to be me. I have to learn to trust myself and believe in me and I need to be able to say things and be able to believe what I say can actually happen. I have to be able to believe in my words and not be afraid of me or of being me. Well, that is all for now, I guess.