Jan 07, 2005 16:39
Well, yesturday I had that fight with Denis. Remember? Well, it wasn't really a fight, I was just upset. And no that isn't jealousy. I have nothing to be jealous of, we are friends. I really wish that I could tell him what I want to tell him, but I just don't know how to say it. Some people would roll their eyes at that and yes you know who you are! I have to think about what I want to say so I'll word it right, but he would prbably just tell me to say it and not think about it. I know that he will do what he wants and that is that. Apparently I have this insessant thought that is there, and the thought is that Denis is going to leave and not want to be my friend anymore, but he says that he isn't going anywhere so I believe him, but I just can't help, but feel like there is something that I am doing to push him away and it is working, but I know that I'm wrong. Well, in english class today one of the ladies that are in the guidence office came in handing out pink pieces of paper for Drivers Ed, and I signed up for it, and the class is for 7 in the morning at school, and I really hope that I get to take it before next year because I really want my license (I could get it now, but I want the cource so I can get money off my car insurance). Well, that is all for now, if there is anything else that is interesting I'll write it later, right now I am waiting for Tiffany and Scott to get on so I can talk. Bye