The Truth:
Today was a pretty good day. I woke up late, went to school, kristen wasn't there(bad part of the day), saw michael after school, went to work(good), and then came home and washed my car. Yay, right? Well i guess u could say kinda boring!!! There are some major things though that also happened today. 1st off, michael QUIT! Yup, quit, he got a job at discover and called me and told me bout it. I was washing my car when i got the message and so when i was listening to it, at first it sounded like he was gonna tell me that somone at work had died or got seriously injured cause he's all like, "karyn, i don't know if u've heard the bad new's or if somone frm work has told you, but i quit." I was like oh no! He sounded really sad. When i talked to him later, he told me that he wanted to make sure that i knew frm him! Gosh, when i heard the word quit, i was so depressed! I could feel my world crumble, lol how pitifull this all sounds!!! You don't know how much i like this kid and how much his friendship and everything has meant to me. He makes me wonder if i'll ever find another guy like him! Gosh, some things in life really are not fair! I was hoping something would come out of our friendship and maybe i could spend a lil more time with him before college, but i guess God had other plans, who really knows but him?! Right? Well hopefully we will remain friends throughout everything, he's so amazing. Another thing happened tonight that really amazed me. One of my (i guess) friends really helped me to see something that i prbly do alot, and that is ignore my friends! Im so very sorry if i tend to do that, and do it often! Im sorry if i hurt anyone or made people feel left out, and even if you can't forgive me, just know that I AM sorry for any hurt feelings or made u feel unwelcome! I have a confession to make: Im bad at calling people, even my best friend donte, which i never call anymore, and i don't even know why! I guess i just get caught up in alot of other things like school my job, my best friend kristen, applying for scholarships. I barely see my friends anymore, and i know that i haven't been there for alot of you or done things that i said i would, and i really am sorry! I hope that some of this will help. I have already forgiven and forgotten, AND am ready, when im not working or running around for school, or blah, to hang out with anyone who so wishes! So give me a call sometime, or better yet, ill try and call anyone who wants to do something! Kristin, i need your cell, im afraid i don't have it. Love you all! Muahh!