lets vent, shall we?
hung out with lana all day today, lots of fun! she almost killed us twice at the mall, but its ok. we watched armageddon, very sad movie. then we went to get pizza, but her car broke down :( aww, lana was sad. we had some good talks, which leads me to this..
you know, im fucking sick of waiting around and watching everyone else have things that i want. im sick of hearing "just wait louise, you have to be patient." fuck no, like they would understand anyway. dont try and tell me to wait, since ive already been wasting half my fucking life waiting around for things.
but you know what, sadly.. im used to it. so everything i want and wish for shouldnt be such a big disappointment when i dont get it.
this was a long and stupid entry, but whatever.
you know, im fucking sick of waiting around and watching everyone else have things that i want. im sick of hearing "just wait louise, you have to be patient." fuck no, like they would understand anyway. dont try and tell me to wait, since ive already been wasting half my fucking life waiting around for things.
but you know what, sadly.. im used to it. so everything i want and wish for shouldnt be such a big disappointment when i dont get it.
this was a long and stupid entry, but whatever.