Jan 01, 2007 23:16
well last night was a lot of fun....then it all turned to shit.....
i have never felt so bad over something that i didnt do.....being called a bitch and a cunt by one of my best friends is something that i will never forget.....yeah so you were drunk...i dont care....thats not an excuse to totally loose your cool and blow up in front of a lot of people....
really....you should have seen their faces when i explained to them why you were acting the way you were...they felt bad......for me.....
last night when i was taken home by my BEST friend, because i couldnt stay a minute more with you, i wrote in my livejournal, drunkenly...but the feelings are still there............"you know what sarah?!? fuck you.....i dont need you....i didnt say anything about you....fuck you and your drunkenness......"
yeah....thats how i still feel....i lost a friend last night and its really not my fault........she has to apologize to me.....and even after that i will still remember what you said to me last night....
whatever.....im so over it....