Title World's Worst
PairingRyan/Colin
RatingPG (just kissing)
SummaryColin confronts Ryan and makes a confession
DisclaimerThis isn't mine, i made it all up, WLIIA boys don't belong to me...if they did they'd be a lot more naked!
‘World’s Worst drinking buddy, am I?’
Colin raged as he slammed open the door to Ryan’s changing room.
‘Hey Col. Don’t be silly bud, you know the game…’ Ryan gulped - confused. He and his best friend would always joke with each other, it was part of what made them best friends.
‘World’s Worst!’ Colin repeated, shaking his head and sitting down with his back to Ryan.
‘Col? Colin? Are you ok?’ The taller man moved to his friend’s side and laid a hand gently on his shoulder. His hands were large and a little sweaty. Colin ignored him and kept his back turned, so Ryan had to move round him, he knelt down in front of his balding friend. Hunkering down he leant one hand on the chair and the other on Colin’s shoulder. ‘Col?’
‘I brought something to drink, to prove you wrong buddy’ Colin snapped pointing to a bag by the door. Almost apologetically Ryan rushed to the bag and brought it over, clanking bottles as he moved.
‘Colin, let’s not fall out. Col? Look at me?’ The Canadian looked up into Ryan’s sea green eyes and his reserve flickered. How could he stay mad at those eyes? The beginnings of tears twinkled in his own eyes and Ryan spotted them. ‘Hey bud, Col? Colin? What’s wrong?’ He was kneeling both knees on the ground now and resting a hand on each of Colin’s knees, staring earnestly into those pools of melting chocolate which held such sadness and fear.
‘Ry, it’s just…’ he paused and looked at the floor, unsure of how to talk to his oldest friend his heart was breaking. ‘I can’t, you’ll laugh at me.’
‘I only laugh when you try to rap.’ The taller man joked.
‘Ryan, this is serious.’
‘Sorry.’
‘It’s just that, well, I’m lonely…lonely and I want to be, to be held.’
‘Hey Colin man, I understand, I miss the little woman too while we’re filming. It’s perfectly natural, why would I laugh at you for that?’
‘No, it’s not that. You don’t understand.’ Colin covered his eyes with his hands and blew out a long breath through them. Breathing in again he dropped his hands so they rested on his friend’s on his own knees. ‘I want, I want you to hold me.’ The shorter man closed his eyes, whipped his head away and stole his hands back from Ryan’s.
‘I never knew Colin.’
‘What about all those kisses, all that touching?’
‘You kiss all the other guys too in case you forgot. Hell you even kissed Drew!’ Ryan pulled a face.
‘I only ever want to kiss you though…’ Colin’s brown eyes flashing anger at having exposed himself and his bald head blushed a furious red. ‘I’m sorry, I’ll go.’
As he stood to leave Ryan reached out to stop him, looking up from his kneeling position.
‘I never said no Col. I just said I didn’t know.’ Standing and moving into a firm hug with the other man Ryan repeated himself ‘I never said no.’
The brotherly aspect of the hug evaporated as Colin burrowed his head into Ryan’s chest and tried to hold back his sobbing.
‘Really Ry? Really really?’ he gasped out.
Lifting his friend’s head but the chin, Ryan stared him in the eye and smiled.
‘You tell me.’ he said softly as he moved his own head down to gently brush the tears away with his lips. Shaking, Colin thrust his head toward the taller man and kissed his own salty tears from Ryan’s full lips.
Hope you enjoy...i might continue it. I'm still trying to battle the smut bunnies that are making me write dirty dirty Greg/Jeff