26 Days!!!!!
I now have officially 26 days until I'm going to be married! How exciting! I worked my first 40 hour week of the summer last week. It kinda sucked, but the paycheck will be great on Friday. Went to the lake with Eric, Christine, and Jason Friday night. It was fun....Chris's family came out which was somewhat awkward, but was still fun nonetheless. I'm just weird like that around new people. It's a personal thing....can't change it. Eric officially worked his last night at Weyerhaeuser last night. I'm glad he's going to be home every night, but things may be a little bit rough these first two months. We're going to have to budget and we're screwed if I lose my job for any reason. Today we went to Eric's aunt's house. Held baby Julie. I love that kid!!! I can't help but think about how bad I want one when I hold her though. But that can't happen for awhile now with money being tight and all. Everyone seems to think that this is the best decision, to wait. The rational part of me thinks so too. We'll be lots more financially stable if we wait, and I won't have to chance not graduating. But the part of me that melts when I think about being pregnant and having something growing inside me thinks that it sucks that I won't feel that for myself for at least a year. It will all work out for the best though. Things are still going really really good with Eric, we have only fought once in the past few weeks. And that was because the stupid ex fiance decided to call after a month or more of no communication. Why can't he just realize that we will never be again and that I have moved on with my life? One more time of him being this way and I guess I'll have to flat out tell him that it's just best if he stays away. I can't deal with it anymore. Anyways....have to go to bed because work at 8:00 a.m. sucks!