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I have crazy anxiety at the moment for absolutely no reason. Well not really anxiety, I guess just the jitters. W/e.
Today was a farily good day actually. Classes weren't terrible - French was annoying, though. Teacher's starting to seriously, seriously get on my nerves. Even if I don't really care for America most of the time... I'm so sick of hearing about why France is better. She's pretty full of shit sometimes. Hey, what can you do, right? Nothing.
New Physics teacher is great. I'm actually learning stuff now. And I get it and everything. Woah, crazy.
Scheduling for next year is kind of depressing. It's like judgement day is coming, or something. I feel like I have to own up to all the slacking off I've done by killing myself next year with advanced classes. And all of a sudden I'm all ambitious and crap. Yet, I don't even know what I want to do with my education. I guess I just want to keep my options open. Yeah, that's it.
I'm going to take a creative writing class outside school, I think. I'd like to maybe do an independent study for film next year. Going to NYU for film seems like the most appealing option right now. I have lots of interests, but every time I think about what I wanna do... I dunno I just get depressed with the whole idea.
Blagh. I learned where the term ralphing comes from today. But I don't feel like talking about it. Haha. That was useless. If anyone cares comment, heh.
You people need to recommend me some damn music! I've only used 1 of 40 gigs on my ipod and i have at least 2/3 of my music on it!
Just curious... has anyone given up on their resolutions yet? Hehe.
Today was a farily good day actually. Classes weren't terrible - French was annoying, though. Teacher's starting to seriously, seriously get on my nerves. Even if I don't really care for America most of the time... I'm so sick of hearing about why France is better. She's pretty full of shit sometimes. Hey, what can you do, right? Nothing.
New Physics teacher is great. I'm actually learning stuff now. And I get it and everything. Woah, crazy.
Scheduling for next year is kind of depressing. It's like judgement day is coming, or something. I feel like I have to own up to all the slacking off I've done by killing myself next year with advanced classes. And all of a sudden I'm all ambitious and crap. Yet, I don't even know what I want to do with my education. I guess I just want to keep my options open. Yeah, that's it.
I'm going to take a creative writing class outside school, I think. I'd like to maybe do an independent study for film next year. Going to NYU for film seems like the most appealing option right now. I have lots of interests, but every time I think about what I wanna do... I dunno I just get depressed with the whole idea.
Blagh. I learned where the term ralphing comes from today. But I don't feel like talking about it. Haha. That was useless. If anyone cares comment, heh.
You people need to recommend me some damn music! I've only used 1 of 40 gigs on my ipod and i have at least 2/3 of my music on it!
Just curious... has anyone given up on their resolutions yet? Hehe.