Mar 07, 2005 21:19
Hey! I'm very bored, so im sitting at home... and deciding to update my LJ. Since i havent in kinda a while. I was with Cameron today after school. (Oh so much fun) We went to the mall..walked around a lot. Raided the candy store... hung out with his friend Sean n his g/f. n ummm.. then went to my house, played the famous SUPER NINTENDO!! n then went with my mom to her friends house. While my mom was inside, cam n i took the car for a lil drive. WE just drove down gateway n in Le Palais. It was quite fun while it lasted. My life is really confusing right now. It's like, i know EXACTLy what i want..but then i dont know it when its real. You put up all these defenses against things that mess u up. Yet sometimes, they let themselves in, and theres no way of getting rid of them. Sorta of like a computer virus. Yep, pretty corny. Ive decided just, to let things flow. It'll all come to place sooner or later. All i have to say is .. Cameron = Awesome. Coolest kid i know, by far. Just so laid back n easy going.. its easy to tell him anything.
2½ more months of school, then we're FREE. Beachin it every day man. And i might get my car by the end of the school year. ((YYYAAYY)) ccchheellssiie, you know what that means! ;) ROAD TRIP! lmao.
Ah, life is gay right now. Everythings not how i want it...but some things are just....perfect. Too perfect perhaps. Drama at school has settled down quite a bit. Im thankful for that, cuz to tell u the truth, it was getting annoying as HELL. I'm even having a problem trying to find true friends. The only one i can name w/o n e second thoughts is Chelsie and Bryan, but he's fucked me over once that really hurt too. But every other person is just a person to me.. not trusted, but there.
I've wrote enough.
Adios for now!